Monday, October 16, 2006
alot of things happen lately.just letting all that stupid peeps noe that if eu guys wan to be like that then just be it okies? and it have nothing to do with me. SO. dun put me down!
next is about him.
just remember wad eu say. seems that it is all lies. totally pack of lies. nothing seems real. because of eu i even lost the trust in myslef. seems like no matter how eu'll still treat me like this. why must eu be like that? everyone say eu are like other guys who just dun bother and avoid? i dun believe eu are like that. eu different. one day i gonna proof them wrong.
i'm sick sick sick. i'm getting weaker le. got the feeling that i've just a few weeks left or wad. dam weak till hardly walk. and i've took 1 hour + to finish this dam blogging. then sometime it feels like my heart stop beating for a while. hais.
my DARLINGS. dun worry about me. i'll try to hold on. i'll stay alive?
HOPEFULLY.
1:50 pm